NAGLALAMBING LANG.. ^_^

Its been 18months since were together, but our relationship  when were together for me is like already a couple who had been married and stayed for how many years.. I was so very comfortable when Im with her. Im on a vacation today, and all I want is to be with her  but she's too busy for a work. But thats not give a big meaning to me because I understand her situation. In short I love her, and I know that no one can love her the way that I love her.. kapal? hehe but thats true.. In other term NO ONE CAN LOVE ME THE WAY THAT SHE LOVES ME  (dats tru.. ryt bebee?? :)), I know she can find better than me, or more than the way I am, BUT she will never found another person like who I am. I never love another person like the way I love her.. I never treated another person like the way I treated her, and I never TRUST another person like the way I TRUST HER..

WHY?

_aun nah naman. Why is it, everytime  pag iba kasama nya I feel jealous.. I know naman already na she's mine talaga.. Pero bakit nagseselos parin ako?? Natural lang bah talaga to? oh Selfish lang talaga ako.. tsk! Anywayzz  dats ok.. atleast I know that she's mine. 22o naman, selfish naman talaga ako pagdating sa kanya.. :))

COMPARE (PAST - PRESENT)

nah miss ko na naman ung bebee ko.. We just meet last day, but i miss her so much today.. Lagi nalang araw-araw namimiss ko sya. ASTIG diba? Ganyan ko kasi sya kah mahal, I've learned a lot from her. Sobrang thankful ko kasi sya mismo naging adviser ko, naging bestfriend ko ofcourse she's my bestfriend nah girlfriend ko, coz she's the only one who can understand me, she always listen to me whenever I am not in a good mood. Kaya nga if we had a miss understanding sometimes. I always blame myself kasi napaka negative qu kasi.. She always told me to stay positive but I can't negative lang talaga ako, I don't know why.. But even though ganyan ako, she always understand me.. Napa ka swerte ko nga na sya naging gf ko, kung icompare ko sarili ko last year when she's not my girlfriend, napakataas ng pride ko. Ni hindi ko nga alam nakakasakit na pala ako ng tao noon. Eh ngayun, etu na ako naging tao nah.. Sinuko ko nah lahat pati ung pride ko sa kanya because I don't want to lose her.. Im so much thankful also sa araw na mag aaway kami, kasi ngayon sobrang tatag na ng relasyon namin. Uu masakit nga pag mag aaway kami, gusto ko na ngang sumuko nuon dahil sobrang sakit na, But I can't leave her, because I know after that day, we will be so much stronger than before.. And also I can't leave the girl that I love so much, I don't know what to do if I loose her, di ko talaga kaya..